One word to describe my MYE results:
DISAPPOINTED. The results were so unglam that i dont even want to mention it in the blog.
TOO UNGLAM. TOO UGLY. it is the worst result that i have ever received in the 2 years of my JC life. Haiz when i received the results i was kind of speechless and lost. SO BAD! This is especially evident in the case for bio n chem. I begin to ask myself: "Is it a punishment from god that i didn put in enuff effort to prepare my mid years or is it just the fact that i m purely stupid?" I dunno too. The pressure now for me to mug now is immense as there are 2 other imba classess that can do so well.
I m really lost. I m really scared. I m really stressed. OK from now on i m goin to manage time well and seriously mug hard and revise. Like wad my CT has said: " it is time for me to start to reach the peak slow and steady." Maybe i should start to change my study habits lor.. Anw thats so much for my future plans. WHat really scares me now is the banding for chem n bio. I was prayin really hard to get into the better band. But given the state of my results, my chance of gettin in is diminishing. Haiz... Ok stop emoin wy..let bygones be bygones. What is suppose to be done is done. Likewise, i should follow this quote: " A successful man is one that does not dwell about the past and learn their mistakes that they had previously made."
7:08 AM -
smile for me
